Ouspenski spoke of different hydrogen’s or influences we are under, such as 96, 48, 24, 12, etc. He has organized and categorized them and tied a nice ribbon’ around them. What he did not tell us, was how to actually see them or be aware of them within our bodies.
What I know is that I am not an independent self-driven and acting being. Outside forces or energies always drive me. I do not see and cannot see.
I feel them but only feel them as me, Bruce. I always think that this is what I am feeling at the moment. I am angry, I am sad, I am Happy, I am irritated.
I always think I am making independent decisions and acting with my own will. In fact, my decisions are determined by whatever force is in my body at the time. The force inhabiting me determines how I feel at any particular moment.
All this is hidden from me because there is nothing independent or separate from my body to observe my situation.
……. MY AIM IS TO SEE!
……. WE HAVE THE POSSIBILITY OF BECOMING MUCH MORE!